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Edwin Vinal had been a social worker and lived in a settlement house and now he had a scholarship at Columbia but he said the profs were too theoretical and never seemed to realize it was real people like you and me they were dealing with. Daughter had done churchwork and taken around baskets to poorwhite families at Christmas time and said she'd like to do some socialservicework right here in New York. As they were taking off their skates he asked her if she really meant it and she smiled up at him and said, "Hope I may die if I don't."
So the next evening he took her downtown threequar- ters of an hour's ride in the subway and then a long stretch on a crosstown car to a settlement house on Grand Street where she had to wait while he gave an English lesson to
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a class of greasylooking young Lithuanians or Polaks or something like that. Then they walked around the streets and Edwin pointed out the conditions. It was like the Mex- ican part of San Antonio or Houston only there were all kinds of foreigners. None of them looked as if they ever bathed and the streets smelt of garbage. There was laun- dry hanging out everywhere and signs in all kinds of funny languages. Edwin showed her some in Russian and Yid- dish, one in Armenian and two in Arabic. The streets were awful crowded and there were pushcarts along the curb and peddlers everywhere and funny smells of cooking coming out of restaurants, and outlandish phonograph music. Edwin pointed out two tiredlooking painted girls who he said were streetwalkers, drunks stumbling out of a saloon, a young man in a checked cap he said was a cadet drumming up trade for a disorderly house, some sallow- faced boys he said were gunmen and dope peddlers. It was a relief when they came up again out of the subway way uptown where a springy wind was blowing down the broad empty streets that smelt of the Hudson River. "Well, Anne, how did you like your little trip to the underworld?"
"Allright," she said after a pause. "Another time I think I'll take a gun in my handbag. . . . But all those people, Edwin, how on earth can you make citizens out of them? We oughtn't to let all these foreigners come over and mess up our country."
"You're entirely wrong," Edwin snapped at her. "They'd all be decent if they had a chance. We'd be just like them if we hadn't been lucky enough to be born of decent families in small prosperous American towns."
"Oh, how can you talk so silly, Edwin, they're not white people and they never will be. They're just like Mexicans or somethin', or niggers." She caught herself up and swal-, lowed the last word. The colored elevator boy was drows- ing on a bench right behind her.
If you're not the benightedest little heathen I ever
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saw," said Edwin teasingly. "You're a Christian, aren' you, well, have you ever thought that Christ was a Jew?"
"Well, I'm fallin' down with sleep and can't argue with you but I know you're wrong." She went into the elevator and the colored elevator boy got up yawning and stretch:' ing. The last she saw of Edwin in the rapidly decreasing patch of light between the floor of the elevator and the ceiling of the vestibule he was shaking his fist at her. She threw him a kiss without meaning to.
When she got in the apartment, Ada, who was reading in the livingroom, scolded her a little for being so late, but she pleaded that she was too tired and sleepy to be scolded. "What do you think of Edwin Vinal, Ada?" "Why, my dear, I think he's a splendid young fellow, a little restless maybe, but he'll settle down. . . . Why?"
"Oh, I dunno," said Daughter, yawning, "Good night, Ada darlin'."
he took a hot bath and put a lot of perfume on and went to bed, but she couldn't go to sleep. Her legs ached from the greasy pavements and she could feel the walls of the tenements sweating lust and filth and the smell of crowded bodies closing in on her, in spite of the perfume she still had the rank garbagy smell in her nose, and the dazzle of street lights and faces pricked her eyes. When she went to sleep she dreamed she had rouged her lips and was walking up and down, up and down with a gun in her handbag; Joe Washburn walked by and she kept catching at his arm to try to make him stop but he kept walking by without looking at her and so did Dad and they wouldn't look when a big Jew with a beard kept getting closer to her and he smelt horrid of the East Side and garlic and waterclosets and she tried to get the gun out of her bag to shoot him and he had his arms around her and was pull- ing her face close to his. She couldn't get the gun out of the handbag and behind the roaring clatter of the subway in her ears was Edwin Vinal's voice saying, "You're a
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Christian, aren't you? You're entirely wrong . . . a Chris- tian, aren't you? Have you ever thought that Christ would have been just like them if he hadn't been lucky enough to have been born of decent people . . . a Christian, aren't you. . . ."
Ada, standing over her in a nightgown, woke her up, "What can be the matter, child?" "I was having a night- mare . . . isn't that silly?" said Daughter and sat bolt- upright in bed. "Did I yell bloody murder?" "I bet you children were out eating Welsh Rabbit, that's why you were so late," said Ada, and went back to her room laughing.
That spring Daughter coached a girls' basketball team at a Y.W.C.A. in the Bronx, and got engaged to Edwin Vinal. She told him she didn't want to marry anybody for a couple of years yet, and he said he didn't care about car- nal marriage but that the important thing was for them to plan a life of service together. Sunday evenings, when the weather got good, they would go and cook a steak together in Palisades Park and sit there looking through the trees at the lights coming on in the great toothed rockrim of the city and talk about what was good and evil and what real love was. Coming back they'd stand hand in hand in the bow of the ferry boat among the crowd of boyscouts and hikers and picnickers and look at the great sweep of lighted buildings fading away into the ruddy haze down the North River and talk about all the terrible conditions in the city. Edwin would kiss her on the forehead when he said Goodnight and she'd go up in the elevator feeling that the kiss was a dedication.
At the end of June she went home to spend three months on the ranch, but she was very unhappy there that summer. Somehow she couldn't get around to telling Dad about her engagement. When Joe Washburn came out to spend a week the boys made her furious teasing her about him and telling her that he was engaged to a girl in Oklahoma City,
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and she got so mad she wouldn't speak to them and was barely civil to Joe. She insisted on riding a mean little pinto that bucked and threw her once or twice. She drove the car right through a gate one night and busted both lamps to smithereens. When Dad scolded her about her recklessness she'd tell him he oughtn't to care because she was going back east to earn her own living and he'd be rid of her. Joe Washburn treated her with the same grave kindness as always, and sometimes when she was acting crazy she'd catch a funny understanding kidding gleam in his keen eyes that would make her feel suddenly all weak and silly inside. The night before he left the boys cornered a rattler on the rockpile behind the corral and Daughter dared Joe to pick it up and snap its head off. Joe ran for a forked stick and caught the snake with a jab behind the head and threw it with all his might against the wall of the little smokehouse. As it lay wriggling on the grass with a broken back Bud took its head off with a hoe. It had six rattles and a button. "Daughter," Joe drawled, looking her in the face with his steady smiling stare, "sometimes you talk like you didn't have good sense."
"You're yaller, that's what's the matter with you," she said.
"Daughter, you're crazy . . . you apologize to Joe," yelled Bud, running up red in the face with the dead snake in his hand. She turned and went into the ranchhouse and threw herself on her bed. She didn't come out of her room. till after Joe had left in the morning.
he week before she left to go back to Columbia she was good as gold and tried to make it up to Dad and the boys by baking cakes for them and attending to the house- keeping for having acted so mean and crazy all summer. She met Ada in Dallas and they engaged a section to- gether. She'd been hoping that Joe would come down to the station to see them off, but he was in Oklahoma City on oil business. On her way north she wrote him a long
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letter saying she didn't know what had gotten into her that day with the rattler and wouldn't he please forgive her.
Daughter worked hard that autumn. She'd gotten her- self admitted to the School of Journalism, in spite of Ed- win's disapproval. He wanted her to study to be a teacher or social worker, but she said journalism offered more op- portunity. They more or less broke off over it; although they saw each other a good deal, they didn't talk so much about being engaged. There was a boy named Webb Cruth- ers studying journalism that Daughter got to be good friends with although Ada said he was no good and wouldn't let her bring him to the house. He was shorter than she, had dark hair and looked about fifteen although he said he was twentyone. He had a creamy white skin that made people call him Babyface, and a funny confiden- tial way of talking as if he didn't take what he was saying altogether seriously himself. He said he was an anarchist and talked all the time about politics and the war. He used to take her down to the East Side, too, but it was more fun than going with Edwin. Webb always wanted to go in somewhere to get a drink and talk to people. He took her to saloons and to Roumanian rathskellers and Arabian res- taurants and more places than she'd ever imagined. He knew everybody everywhere and seemed to manage to make people trust him for the check, because he hardly ever had any money, and when they'd spent whatever she -had with her Webb would have to charge the rest. Daugh- ter didn't drink more than an occasional glass of wine, and if he began to get too obstreperous, she'd make him take her to the nearest subway and go on home. Then next day he'd be a little weak and trembly and tell her about his hangover and funny stories about adventures held had when he was tight. He always had pamphlets in his pock- ets about socialism and syndicalism and copies of Mother Earth or The Masses.
After Christmas Webb got all wrapped up in a strike of
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textile workers that was going on in a town over in New Jersey. One Sunday they went over to see what it was like. They got off the train at a grimy brick station in the mid- dle of the empty business section, a few people standing around in front of lunchcounters, empty stores closed for Sunday; there seemed nothing special about the town until they walked out to the long low square brick buildings of the mills. There were knots of policemen in blue standing about in the wide muddy roadway outside and inside the wiremesh gates huskylooking young men in khaki. "Those are special deputies, the sons of bitches," muttered Webb between his teeth. They went to Strike Headquarters to see a girl Webb knew who was doing publicity for them. At the head of a grimy stairway crowded with greyfaced for- eign men and women in faded greylooking clothes, they found an office noisy with talk and click of typewriters. The hallway was piled with stacks of handbills that a tiredlook- ing young man was giving out in packages to boys in ragged sweaters. Webb found Sylvia Dalhart, a longnosed girl with glasses who was typing madly at a desk piled with newspapers and clippings. She waved a hand and said, "Webb, wait for me outside. I'm going to show some news- paper guys around and you'd better come."
ut in the hall they ran into a fellow Webb knew, Ben Compton, a tall young man with a long thin nose and red- rimmed eyes, who said he was going to speak at the meet- ing and asked Webb if he wouldn't speak. "Jeez, what could I say to those fellers? I'm just a bum of a college stoodjent, like you, Ben." "Tell 'em the workers have got to win the world, tell 'em this fight is part of a great his- toric battle. Talking's the easiest part of the movement. The truth's simple enough." He had an explosive way of talking with a pause between each sentence, as if the sen- tence took sometime to come up from someplace way down inside. Daughter sized up that he was attractive, even though he was probably a Jew. "Well, I’ll try to stammer
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out something about democracy in industry," said Webb.
Sylvia Dalhart was already pushing them down the stairs. She had with her a pale young man in a raincoat and black felt hat who was chewing the. end of a half of a cigar that had gone out. "Fellowworkers, this is Joe Big- low from the Globe, "she had a western burr in her voice that made Daughter feel at home. "We're going to show him around."
They went all over town, to strikers' houses where tired- looking women in sweaters out at the elbows were cooking up lean Sunday dinners of corned beef and cabbage or stewed meat and potatoes, or in some houses they just had cabbage and bread or just potatoes. Then they went to a lunchroom near the station and ate some lunch. Daughter paid the check as nobody seemed to have any money, and it was time to go to the meeting.
The trolleycar was crowded with strikers and their wives and children. The meeting was to be held in the next town because in that town the Mills owned everything and there was no way of hiring a hall. It had started to sleet, and they got their feet wet wading through the slush to the mean frame building where the meeting was going to be held. When they got to the door there were mounted po- lice out in front. "Hall full," a cop told them at the street- corner, "no more allowed inside."
They stood around in the sleet waiting for somebody with authority. There were thousands of strikers, men and women and boys and girls, the older people talking among themselves in low voices in foreign languages. Webb kept saying, "Jesus, this is outrageous. Somebody ought to do something." Daughter's feet were cold and she wanted to go home.
Then Ben Compton came around from the back of the building. People began to gather around him, "There's Ben . . . there's Compton, good boy, Benny," she heard people saying. Young men moved around through the
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crowd whispering, "Overflow meeting . . . stand your ground, folks."
He began to speak hanging by one arm from a lamp- post. "Comrades, this is another insult flung in the face of the working class. There are not more than forty people in the hall and they close the doors and tell us it's full . . ." The crowd began swaying back and forth, hats, umbrellas bobbing in the sleety rain. Then she saw the two cops were dragging Compton off and heard the jangle of the patrol- wagon. "Shame, shame," people yelled. They began to back off from the cops; the flow was away from the hall. People were moving quietly and dejectedly down the street toward the trolley tracks with the cordon of mounted po- lice pressing them on. Suddenly Webb whispered in her ear, "Let me lean on your shoulder," and jumped on a hydrant.
"This is outrageous," he shouted, "you people had a per- mit to use the hall and had hired it and no power on earth has a right to keep you out of it. To hell with the cossacks."
Two mounted police were loping towards him, opening a lane through the crowd as they came. Webb was off the hydrant and had grabbed Daughter's hand, "Let's run like hell," he whispered and was off doubling back and forth among the scurrying people. She followed him laughing and out of breath. A trolley car was coming down the main street. Webb caught it on the move but she couldn't make it and had to wait for the next. Meanwhile the cops were riding slowly back and forth among the crowd breaking it up.
Daughter's feet ached from paddling in slush all after- noon and she was thinking that she ought to get home be- fore she caught her death of cold. At the station waiting for the train she saw Webb. He looked scared to death. He'd pulled his cap down over his eyes and his muffler up over his ch0000nd pretended not to know Daughter when
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she went up to him. Once they got on the overheated train he sneaked up the aisle and sat down next to her.
"I was afraid some dick ud recognize me at the station," he whispered. "Well, what do you think of it?"
"I thought it was terrible . . . they're all so yaller . . . the only people looked good to me were those boys guardin' the mills, they looked like white men. . . . And as for you, Webb Cruthers, you ran like a deer."
"Don't talk so loud. . . . Do you think I ought to have waited and gotten arrested like Ben."
"Of course it's none of my business."
"You don't understand revolutionary tactics, Anne.'
Going over on the ferry they were both of them cold and hungry. Webb said he had the key to a room a friend of his had down on Eighth Street and that they'd better go there and warm their feet and make some tea before they went uptown. They had a long sullen walk, neither of them saying anything, from the ferry landing to the house. The room, that smelt of turpentine and was untidy, turned out to be a big studio heated by a gasburner. It was cold as Greenland, so they wrapped themselves in blankets and took off their shoes and stockings and toasted their feet in front of the gas. Daughter took her skirt off under the blanket and hung it up over the heater. "Well, I declare," she said, "if your friend comes in we sure will be compro- mised."
"He won't," said Webb, "he's up at Cold Spring for the weekend." Webb was moving around in his bare feet, putting on water to boil and making toast. "You'd better take your trousers off, Webb, I can see the water dripping off them from here." Webb blushed and pulled them off, draping the blanket around himself like a Roman senator.
For a long time they didn't say anything and all they could hear above the distant hum of traffic was the hiss of the gasflame and the intermittent purr of the kettle just beginning to boil. Then Webb suddenly began to talk in
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a nervous spluttering way. "So you think I'm yellow, do you? Well, you may be right, Anne . . . not that I give a damn . . . I mean, you see, there's times when a fellow ought to be a coward and times when he ought to do the he-man stuff. Now don't talk for a minute, let me say something. . . . I'm hellishly attracted to you . . . and it's been yellow of me not to tell you about it before, see? I don't believe in love or anything like that, all bourgeois nonsensei but I think when people are attracted to each other I think it's yellow of them not to . . . you know what I mean."
"No, I doan', Webb," said Daughter after a pause.
Webb looked at her in a puzzled way as he brought her a cup of tea and some buttered toast with a piece of cheese on it. They ate in silence for a while; it was so quiet they could hear each other gulping little swallows of tea. "Now, what in Jesus Christ's name did you mean by that?" Webb suddenly shouted out.
Daughter felt warm and drowsy in her blanket, with the hot tea in her and the dry gasheat licking the soles of her feet. "Well, what does anybody mean by anything," she mumbled dreamily.
Webb put down his teacup and began to walk up and down the room trailing the blanket after him. "S -- t," he suddenly said, as he stepped on a thumbtack. He stood on one leg looking at the sole of his foot that was black from the grime of the floor. "But, Jesus Christ, Anne . . . peo- ple ought to be free and happy about sex . . . come ahead let's." His cheeks were pink and his black hair that needed cutting was every which way. He kept on standing on one leg and looking at the sole of his foot. Daughter began to laugh. "You look awful funny like that, Webb." She felt a warm glow all over her. "Give me another cup of tea and make me some more toast."
After she'd had the tea and toast she said, "Well isn't it about time we ought to be going uptown?" "But Christ,
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Anne, I'm making indecent proposals to you," he said shrilly, half laughing and half in tears. "For God's sake pay attention . . . Damn it, I'll make you pay attention, you little bitch." He dropped his blanket and ran at her. She could see he was fighting mad. He pulled her up out of her chair and kissed her on the mouth. She had quite a tussle with him, as he was wiry and strong, but she man- aged to get her forearm under his chin and to push his face away far enough to give him a punch on the nose. His nose began to bleed. "Don't be silly, Webb," she said, breathing hard, "I don't want that sort of thing, not yet, anyway . . . go and wash your face."
He went to the sink and began dabbling his face with water. Daughter hurried into her skirt and shoes and stock- ings and went over to the sink where he was washing his face, "That was mean of me, Webb, I'm terribly sorry. There's something always makes me be mean to people I like." Webb wouldn't say anything for a long time. His nose was still bleeding.
"Go along home," he said, "I'm going to stay here. . . . It's all right . . . my mistake."
She put on her dripping raincoat and went out into the shiny evening streets. All the way home on the express in the subway she was feeling warm and tender towards Webb, like towards Dad or the boys.
She didn't see him for several days, then one evening he called and asked her if she wanted to go out on the picket line next morning. It was still dark when she met him at the ferry station. They were both cold and sleepy and didn't say much going out on the train. From the train they had to run through the slippery streets to get to the mills in time to join the picket line. Faces looked cold and pinched in the blue early light. Women had shawls over their heads, few of the men or boys had overcoats. The young girls were all shivering in their cheap fancy topcoats that had no warmth to them. The cops had already begun
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to break up the head of the line. Some of the strikers were singing Solidarity Forever, others were yelling Scabs, Scabs and making funny long jeering hoots. Daughter was con- fused and excited.
Suddenly everybody around her broke and ran and left her in a stretch of empty street in front of the wire fencing of the mills. Ten feet in front of her a young woman slipped and fell. Daughter caught the scared look in her eyes that were round and black. Daughter stepped for- ward to help her up but two policemen were ahead of her swinging their nightsticks. Daughter thought they were going to help the girl up. She stood still for a second, frozen in her tracks when she saw one of the policemen's feet shoot out. He'd kicked the girl full in the face. Daugh- ter never remembered what happened except that she was wanting a gun and punching into the policeman's big red face and against the buttons and the thick heavy cloth of his overcoat. Something crashed down on her head from behind; dizzy and sick she was being pushed into the po- licewagon. In front of her was the girl's face all caved in and bleeding. In the darkness inside were other men and women cursing and laughing. But Daughter and the woman opposite looked at each other dazedly and said nothing. Then the door closed behind them and they were in the dark.
When they were committed she was charged with riot- ing, felonious assault, obstructing an officer and inciting to sedition. It wasn't so bad in the county jail. The women's section was crowded with strikers, all the cells were full of girls laughing and talking, singing songs and telling each other how they'd been arrested, how long they'd been in, how they were going to win the strike. In Daughter's cell the girls all clustered around her and wanted to know how she'd gotten there. She began to feel she was quite a hero. Towards evening her name was called and she found Webb and Ada and a lawyer clustered around the policesergeant's
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desk. Ada was mad, "Read that, young woman, and see how that'll sound back home," she said, poking an after- noon paper under her nose.
TEXAS BELLE ASSAULTS Cop said one headline. Then followed an account of her knocking down a policeman with a left on the jaw. She was released on a thousand dol- lars bail; outside the jail, Ben Compton broke away from the group of reporters around him and rushed up to her. "Congratulations, Miss Trent," he said, "that was a darn nervy thing to do . . . made a very good impression in the press." Sylvia Dalhart was with him. She threw her arms around her and kissed her: "That was a mighty spunky thing to do. Say, we're sending a delegation to Washington to see President Wilson and present a peti- tion and we want you on it. The President will refuse to see the delegation and you'll have a chance to picket the White House and get arrested again."
"Well, I declare," said Ada when they were safely on the train for New York. "I think you've lost your mind." "You'd have done the same thing, Ada darlin', if you'd seen what I saw . . . when I tell Dad and the boys about it they'll see red. It's the most outrageous thing I ever heard of." Then she burst out crying.
When they got back to Ada's apartment they found a telegram from Dad saying Coming at once. Make no state- ment until I arrive. Late that night another telegram came; it read: Dad seriously ill come on home at once have Ada retain best lawyer obtainable. In the morning Daughter scared and trembling was on the first train south. At St. Louis she got a telegram saying Don't worry condition fair double pneumonia. Upset as she was it cer- tainly did her good to see the wide Texas country, the spring crops beginning, a few bluebonnets in bloom. Buster was there to meet her at the depot, "Well, Daughter," he said after he had taken her bag, "you've almost killed Dad."
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